I havent done an update in over a year. Iv been busy as hell, and havent had any time! Heres a update that iv been colecting over the past couple months, Theres 89-ish pictures, and Lots of Quotes! I hope you enjoy reading as much as I enjoyed putting it together, -Amanda!  Too much of anything makes you an addict 
Here's to the nights that turned into mornings, and the friends that turned into family.
 You see, the thing about my friends... especially my best friends, is that we're stupidly close, we talk about everything - even when it's hard... We have inside jokes, hell we even have inside jokes about inside jokes; we have songs that - no matter what mood we're in - as soon as they come on we sing our hearts out, at the top of our voices. And we don't care who hears us. Wherever we go we cause a scene, usually on purpose... We break silly little laws and we get our hearts broken. We stay out too late just driving around, wasting petrol - wasting time... Drinking and smoking and falling in and out of love... But the thing is... the actual thing is: We love each other, we make each other stronger, so here's to my friends; and to you, if you've found people that mean the same to you.  Here's to the nights where the sand is your seat, the waves kiss your feet, your friends outnumber the stars, and even the chilliest of nights are still warmer than the cold one in your hand.  Anyone can give up, it's the easiest thing in the world to do. But to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you fell apart, that's true strength.  Do not look back and grieve over the past, for it is gone. Do not be troubled about the future, for it has yet to come. live in the present, and make it so beautiful that it will be worth remembering.  The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds  Never be bullied into silence. Never allow yourself to be made a victim. Accept no one’s definition of your life; define yourself c Be yourself; everyone else is already taken.” c Girls fall inlove with what they hear, guys fall inlove with what they see. That's why girls wear makeup & guys lie. c It is never too late to have a happy childhood.  Happiness is the best face-lift  If you have every reason to be angry, then be happy for no reason  Too many people grow up. That's the real trouble with the world, too many people grow up. They forget.  I can’t change the direction of the wind, but I can adjust my sails to always reach my destination  A true friend never gets in your way unless you happen to be going down.  Everyday people look at me, and they see someone strong. But say his name to me, and then you'll find out that strength is all an illusion  A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.  We talked about old times, and it made me smile because you didn't forget.  I don't forgive people because I'm weak. I forgive people because I'm strong enough to know people make mistakes.  Hush little bitches, dont say a word. You dont know half, not even a third. So shut up and fuck what you heard.  Everybody has the power to make someone else happy. Some do it by entering the room, while some do it by leaving  Sometimes not being in control is the most beautiful thing in the world.
 When you're around someone so much, for so long, they become a part of you, and when they change or go away, you don't know who you are without them.  High school changes people. It shapes them, and it turns them into who they said they'd never be. But maybe that isn't a bad thing.  I never used to be jealous, but then I started loving you. Now I’m jealous of just about every girl that you talk to, smile at, or even wave at. It’s all because in those seconds when you look into their eyes, I’m not on your mind.  Once you get jealous, that's the time you could say that you really do love that person. Jealousy is not a sign of no trust but a sign of possessiveness. A sign that you're afraid that someone might steal your special someone away from you. It's not a sign of immaturity, but rather a sign of love  For every beauty there is an eye somewhere to see it. For every truth there is an ear somewhere to hear it. For every love there is a heart somewhere to receive it.
 Teenage love is like a light bulb. It turns on and off. Sometimes it just decides not to work. At the beginning of the relationship it’s bright, but at some point of time, the light bulb is going to die. And you end up replacing it.
 I think I’ll go anti-love. I mean really, butterflies in the tummy & hearts skipping beats - that can’t be to safe.
 Isn't every girl's dream the same? To have a boy who calls at three in the morning, pours his heart out to you without a single hesitation or second thought.
 You give me this feeling that I can’t describe. It’s like butterflies on steroids, wanting to throw up & run, giggly sensations, & a smile that doesn’t disappear 'till hours later.
 I dont have a ride" The biggest problem, but the best excuse.  Don't edit yourself just because someone doesn't like you the way you are. Someone out there will want you & I do mean all of you  Sometimes there are no timeouts, no second chances, no extra time to stop & think. Sometimes it's now or never.  Hey you, reading this; You mean the world to someone. Don't EVER let anything bring you down. Make the best of everything. Stay Smiling.  The greatest weakness of most humans is their hesitancy to tell others how much they love them while they're alive.  I have learned that people are ALWAYS going to judge you no matter what you do.  It's weird how one day you feel you'll never be able to live your life without him, & then the next day you're doing exactly that.  When I was younger crying always seemed to be the answer. Now that I’m older crying seems to be the only option.  If you're talking behind my back, you're in a good position to kiss my ass!
 If you find it necessary to judge me by my past, don't be suprised when I find it necessary to put you there  Just promise me you'll think of me, everytime you look up in the sky & see a star.
 If you are trapped between your feelings & what other people think is right, always go for whatever makes you happy. Unless, you want everybody to be happy except you.

I'm glad that after all the shit I've been through with you, after everything I've ever done for you, you just turn your back on me.

& don't tell me where the road ends, 'cause I just don't wanna know.
 Imperfection is individuality











Childhood: When protection meant wearing a helmet, war was only a card game, & the only drug you knew was cough medicine.




I'm sorry I'm not like the other girls that dropped their dignity at your feet.

The cracks in the sidewalks remind us that even the strongest things can break sometimes.
 You are the music in me  I drug you threw hell and back, and now finaly relise how much you mean to me and how much I mean to you because your still by my side after all that. 
When you want something you've never had, you have to do something you've never done.
 This is the first time in a long time where I don’t have to fake a smile.
 It hurts like hell, doesn't it? Knowing that even at my worst, I'm still better than you.  Sometimes I wonder why you don't just walk on all fours? Then you'd really be a bitch.
 You hated me in highschool, & now I'm fantastic. Go fuck yourselves  Go Deepthroat a chainsaw, you slut.
 Wellllll, someone had a big bowl of bitchflakes this morning.
 Live happily, & fuck what the world thinks.
 Unless you change how you are, you will always have what you've got.
 To be honest, I really don't give a fuck. I lose friends, make friends, & enemies every day. Regardless, I'm still going to be me.
 Be a girl with a mind, a bitch with an attitude, & a lady with class.
 People dwell on the past too much. If only they'd move forward.
 Respect people's relationships. So many fish in the sea, don't try & mess with one already caught.
 Don't be the one looking back on life thinking 'what if'  Words can only have an effect on you if you choose to listen to them.
 The fact that you hate me must mean I'm doing something right that you're jealous of.
 If you wanna fly, you've gotta give up the shit that weighs you down.
 Happiness will never come to those who don't appreciate what they already have.
 Everything that irritates us about others can lead us to an understanding of ourselves.
 Love doesn't make the world go round, it's what makes the ride worthwhile.
 Pretending to be someone you’re not takes a toll on the real you, & the real you is more important than anyone else.
 The only person I need to be good enough for is myself; & that's enough.
 The strongest people in the world are the ones who think they're weak  Those who criticize our generation, forget who raised it.
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